this week has been so great!
the group has settled down and im feeling comfortable and accepted which is good :)
this week has just been going well :)
although i am getting over my classes which is no good seeing as though it is HSC year now :S ive jigged a lesson of ancient because that class just gives me no work, im over listening in business and maths and english, and drama im just kinda over even though that’s what i wanna do when i leave probably… idk
but other than losing all my motivation for class work, school has been going good :)
today i had a good moment with my fav teacher (english one i talk about) which i love because i just like talking to him, and knowing that he acknowledges me. he had an interview for another position in the school so we were just talking about that and stuff. and cause we were talking during class when i was in the corridors, he was like shouldnt you be in class and i was like nah i like going for walks, and he was like ive noticed, i saw you yesterday didnt i? and inside my head i was like oh my gosh. he acknowledges my presence, like he realises me even though he may ignore me now, he still realises my presence and that just made me happy again :3
so that ended my day well talking to him :)
i’m looking forward to this weekend as well as dreading the social judgement i will recieve. saturday night i have an 18th party for my friend which is a “dress as your favourite character” theme, so i hired a cat in the hat costume which is comfortable so its good, but im scared what people will think even though it is just a dress up costume.
then sunday i have a get together for my exchange trip group which should be fun because i havent seen them for like 3 months :)
so this weekend should be good.
bye :)
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